That’s sort of the point I am at now. And I guess I’m thankful for that, it’s better than just after I was diagnosed with cancer, when I would fall asleep fine from sheer exhaustion, but then wake around 1:30 am, unable to fall back asleep. (I became rather familiar with the television schedule, I watched Closer reruns at 3am, and Vegas at 4. I don’t ever remember that even being on in primetime…) Now, I struggle to fall asleep, and feel like I’m waking up all the time. Despite the four pillows that I’m now up to, I just can’t get comfortable. It’s really all because of the tissue expanders, and once those are out, I anticipate that I’ll sleep like a baby. One of my babies, who slept through the night almost immediately, not one of those colicky, up-every-hour kind of babies. If they’re the measure, then I guess I sleep like a baby now.
Sleeping Like a Baby
~ Jamie
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A breast cancer researcher turned stay at home mom turned breast cancer patient, I'm navigating my way through cancer treatments and my quest for normalcy in its aftermath. Sometimes normal is hard, and sometimes it's as simple as going for a run, throwing on some lipstick, and heading out to chemo. Follow along at runlipstickchemo.com View all posts by Jamie
Dear Jamie,
Love your blog, I look at it every day! You are such an inspiration! Sharon Hager
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