I made some new friends last night. My first survivor event. They gave me a pin. I had to wear it. It said survivor. You know how I feel about that word. Apparently the ice breaker at this kind of event is to ask how many years you’ve been a survivor. So not only am I a bit uncomfortable about that moniker to begin with, but I have no idea how to answer that. In my mind, I guess I mark survivor status from the date of my surgery, which puts me at almost five months. One woman thought I should mark it from date of diagnosis, because I’ve been surviving since I heard the surgeon tell me that I had cancer. So that would be ten months. It must be easier when it’s something like five years. At any rate, I suppose it’s official, I’ve got the pin and everything. I’m a survivor now, and I guess I’m going to have to get used to saying it.
It’s Official.
~ Jamie
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A breast cancer researcher turned stay at home mom turned breast cancer patient, I'm navigating my way through cancer treatments and my quest for normalcy in its aftermath. Sometimes normal is hard, and sometimes it's as simple as going for a run, throwing on some lipstick, and heading out to chemo. Follow along at runlipstickchemo.com View all posts by Jamie